I'm terrified because I can't figure out
If I'm disassociated or if I've just changed this much
You're like a disease
Seizing life from me
Spread throughout my bones
Ache enough to bleed (to bleed!)
I bet it feels good
Good to snuff me out
Leave me laying now
Here, the autopsy (the autopsy!)
I am corrupted, I am plague I am sick
To know that you'll get away with all of it
You're like a disease
Seizing life from me
Spread throughout my bones
Ache enough to bleed (to bleed!)
I bet it feels good
Good to snuff me out
Leave me laying now
Here, the autopsy (the autopsy!)
The autopsy
The autopsy
I will accept this fate,
To have died in the midst of the pandemic that was you!
But this doesn't mean you've won...
Can't shake the memory
Still vivid in my mind
Of your face the first time
You saw track marks on my arms
I just want you to know
It crushed me just as much
I'm so sorry you never saw me sober
And I'm so lost without you here
Time and time again
I jolt myself awake
In the middle of the night
Knocks the wind out of my lungs
When out of sleep I come to know that you're still gone
I'm so sorry you never saw me sober
And I'm so lost without you here
I'm so sorry for everything I wasn't
I'm so burdened by the guilt of the mess I've made
about
Inspired by a Facebook shitpost.
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Brown Maple is:
Jeff Burns - guitar, vocals
Ian Lyczewsky - bass
Julian Hyatt - drums
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