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Home Is No Longer Home
02:35
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And I am unhappy.
And I feel like there's nothing here for me.
And I just wanted to go home.
But home is no longer home.
So I medicate my heart.
Till I no longer feel that part.
And I just wanted to get out.
But there's nothing, this is nothing.
And I'm falling in rhythm
To the sound of a cry for help
And I'm dying in motion
I don't need anyone but myself
The defining emotion
Of my life has been helplessness
Maybe at the end
I can finally feel bliss
But I won't get my hopes up
Cause home is no longer home
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So I guess that things are changing
Quicker than I had planned for.
And I'm not sure what I'm doing.
Or what I do for.
I'm done looking for a reason.
Or an answer.
Can you guarantee that everything will be alright?
And if not, will you promise to hold me through the worst?
So I heard that you were leaving
Well, I wish you all the best.
Hope you get that sense of freedom
While he's watching you undress
And I don't know what you believe in
But I hope you find God.
And I can't guarantee that anything will be alright.
But I promise I will hold you through the worst.
Just don't let go.
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The Longest Looking Down
02:47
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I want to see with my own eyes.
I want to feel with my own bones.
And no, I don't care what Jessica says
Maybe I will when I'm leaning over the edge
The longest looking down
I want to know if it's for real
To trade my soul for a chance to know the truth.
And no, I don't care what Jessica does.
Nor will I when I'm spilling my own fucking blood.
The longest looking down.
I'm just curious, is all.
I want to keep my options open.
Cause if things don't get better, well...
I want to opt out.
The longest looking down.
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When I was younger I believed in the world.
And now I'm older, I believe it hurts too much.
Any time you get ahead in the game.
They change it up and pull you right back into the same spot.
I'm losing traction, I ran off of the road.
I'm getting tired of trying to keep this shit under control.
And maybe, "that's the way it goes".
Is no longer acceptable.
You said sorry but you never said sorry to me.
So I wonder, where's my fucking apology?
And now you're gone, what am I supposed to do?
Whatever it is, I can do it without you.
She said "hey baby, you should know the score
You fell in love, now you should act like you've been there before."
And maybe, that's the way it goes.
Is no longer acceptable.
In the end, all you were was a moment.
And all the pain that you left, I own it.
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