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1.
Remnants 03:43
A fraction of what used to be The disconnect from self, deafening Out of place, out to pasture Traumatized forever after The remnants of the version of me That came before you or your suffering Only those fragments remain Rest lost to memory And now I can't remember at all (I can't remember at all) The feeling is fleeting, the feeling is fleeting Staring at the stains on the wall (Staring at the stains on the wall) I wanna stop thinking, I wanna stop thinking I wanna stop thinking (I will not remain the same) Draw the blinds, curtain call In the dark, mend it all Corny fucks dying to tell Why don't you talk about something else? The remnants of the version of me That gave a fuck about your suffering Only those fragments remain Rest lost to memory And now I can't remember at all (I can't remember at all) The feeling is fleeting, the feeling is fleeting Staring at the stains on the wall (Staring at the stains on the wall) I wanna stop thinking, I wanna stop thinking I wanna stop thinking (I will not remain the same) (I can't ever fucking think straight Undressed with nothing but the ghost You leave me no choice but the throat)
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The Arsonist 03:50
Forest trees that pass me by Whispers her fears toward the sky "No words" she screamed go left unsaid (Like when you said you wished you were dead) Crooked thoughts deprive my brain Give me something for the pain No conversations left on read (No reply from her, no reply) And I know how you always like to pretend But I know what I said I know damn well what I meant You'll be lucky to survive the fall (You'll be lucky if you fly, you'll be lucky if you fly) You'll be sorry when you've lost it all I'll be lucky to survive the fall (I'll be lucky not to hit the wall) I'll be lucky if it ends, I'll be lucky if it ends My cigarette girl burn and fade All those months I can't erase Something's creeping in my head (The words you said and what they meant) A naive eye toward all your lies As if anyone's surprised The heart and soul you vandalized (The arsonist, the arsonist) And I know how you always like to pretend But I know what you said I know damn well what you did You'll be lucky to survive the fall (You'll be lucky if you fly, you'll be lucky if you fly) You'll be sorry when you've lost it all I'll be lucky to survive the fall (I'll be lucky not to hit the wall) I'll be lucky if it ends, I'll be lucky if it ends You'll be lucky to survive the fall (You'll be lucky if you fly, you'll be lucky if you fly) You'll be sorry when you've lost it all I'll be lucky to survive the fall (I'll be lucky not to hit the wall) I'll be lucky if it ends, I'll be lucky if it ends I'll be lucky if it ends (The memory of the life I saw inside my head The flames are raging through consuming all that's left of you The memory of the life I saw inside my head)
3.
Content to waste away in our barren home Parasitic cohabitation Leaching out every drop of hope How sickly comforting I'll always crawl back to you I'll always fall back to you I'll glue myself to this bed and this routine Convince myself that we're all that's left Just you and me and your sick twisted fucking fantasy of what a family should be I'll always crawl back to you I'll always fall back to you This was never home This was never home This was never home This was never home I'll always crawl back to you I'll always fall back to you I'll always crawl back to you I'll always fall back to you
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I can't help but wonder If this is how it feels to be pulled under Drowned amongst the clutter of a sundered summer Call me cynical, but I think this is fucked Call me skeptical but I have had enough Enough, enough... I had a hope; a plan set for execution Now left to cope with the pain of being useless In this disaster year all busted open The secret's out and everything is broken I won't bother asking Hardly need a reminder of what's lacking I'd cry if I wasn't sore from laughing so fucking hard Call me cynical but I think this is fucked Call me skeptical but I have had enough I had a hope; a plan set for execution Now left to cope with the pain of being useless In this disaster year, all busted open The secret's out and everything is broken I don't wanna talk about it now (Talk about it now) I don't have the energy I don't wanna think about it now (Think about it now) You can have all that's left of me All that's left of me All we are, all we know All we are, all we know (Best made plans disintegrated Like flowers that turn to ashes in your hands If reality is really what you make it There's no way that I can take it)
5.
Glow 03:35
Composure lapsed; I've gone kinetic (Disorder in my eyes; disaffected) Manic brain; bleeds dysfunction (The choice to persevere; or die corrupted) Bury hope; swing from high to low (Fighting the feeling of sinking) Now I know how it feels to decompose (Drowned in the search for a meaning) Chasing down the glow Splitting open; rendered broken (Prideful heart; barely coping) Poison thoughts; warped and swollen (Any semblance of clarity stolen) Bury hope, swing from high to low (Fighting the feeling of sinking) Now I know how it feels to decompose (Drowned in the search for a meaning) Chasing down the glow Give up hope to get better on your own (Fighting the feeling of sinking) You will never win this battle all alone (Drowned in the search for a meaning) Now I know how it feels; how it feels to decompose Anchor now your faith; in the light of a faint glow

about

GLOW - An EP by Paco Is Desperate!
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This EP is dedicated to the life and memory of Charlie Jackson. A friend, a mentor, and a confidant. Miss you forever. Thank you for being a part of our journey. Rest in power.
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"Glow" is the culmimation of a year of setbacks, obstacles, false hopes, and even tragedy. From a global pandemic bringing the world to a standstill, to the passing of the late great Charlie Jackson, an incredible friend and this EP's original producer, 2020 brought many trials, frustration, and loss.

Just getting this EP recorded proved to be more difficult than we ever imagined - when Charlie passed in April, we delayed the record until later in the summer, again delaying it when producer #2 pulled out due to COVID-19. Looking to stay closer to home, we were lucky enough to tap the great Steven Warstler to produce - despite a few COVID scares, we successfully tracked the record in late February 2021 without any COVID issues.

The best way "Glow" can be described is that it is a record about frustration. On "Disaster Year", for example, the frustration stems from an ongoing pandemic that has stopped us from doing what we love - playing music for you. "Remnants", on the other hand, is an expression of angst over feeling alienated and numb. While frustration serves as a recurring theme, finding your glow is all about remaining in hope, loving yourself, and pressing onward despite whatever chaos may be enveloping you.

Musically, it's heavier than anything we've done yet. Dropping the cleaner, indie-ish sound of previous releases in favor of massive, brooding guitars, powerful dynamics, and thematic progressions, the end result is a driven mix of post-hardcore, punk, and emo that feels equally as fresh and modern as it does nostalgic and familiar.

The goal of this EP for us was to prove that the potential they always mention us having is more than just hype. We wanted to deliver a compelling, strong record that would serve to settle any doubts - we're the real deal, we're here to stay, and we have a lot to offer musically that deserves to be heard. I am unbelievably proud of how this EP came out and overwhelmed with gratitude for our manager Taylor, my bandmates, our producer Steven, and all of our fans who make this possible.

Thank you for listening, and please consider purchasing "Glow" above - purchase includes download of all 5 songs in any format you desire, full resolution album artwork and liner notes, plus unlimited streaming in the Bandcamp app. You can name your price as well, so if you're feeling more generous than the $5 minimum, feel free to give more. All purchases support us directly.

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FIND YOUR GLOW.

credits

released May 28, 2021

Rhythm guitar, vocals - Ashlee Ryan Nunley
Lead guitar, vocals - Cole Below
Bass, vocals - Daniel Sitler
Drums, vocals - Logan Swarthout

Produced and engineered by Steven Blake Warstler. Recorded from Feb 22 - Feb 26, 2021 at the Dojo in Toledo, OH.

Album artwork - Benjamin M. Lieber

All lyrics written by Ashlee Ryan Nunley except "The Arsonist" which was co-written by Ashlee Ryan Nunley and Cole Below.

All songs written and performed by Paco Is Desperate!

SPECIAL THANKS
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- Taylor Eby, for being the best manager and friend we could ask for.

- Steven Warstler, for guiding us through a challenging recording process and pushing us to our best.

- Mat K for welcoming us into his space and being so supportive during recording.

- Daniel Sitler, for showing up and helping us finish the record and directing the music video for Glow even though he was leaving the band. Couldn't have done it without you.

- Ben Vasko, for his talents filming and infinite kindness.

- Benjamin Lieber, for his incredible work designing the artwork.

- Dean and Tanner at Little Star, for being great teammates and pushing hard for us with PR.

- Zach, for doing what a good teacher does, always pushing me and encouraging me while taking vocal lessons in preparation for this EP. Thanks for helping me give my best performance.

- my bandmates, for always putting up with my ass and creating this music with me.

- the endless amounts of friends in the music scene for supporting us, including every last person who has ever taken the time to educate me and help us grow as musicians and people.

THANK YOU!

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