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Remnants
03:43
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A fraction of what used to be
The disconnect from self, deafening
Out of place, out to pasture
Traumatized forever after
The remnants of the version of me
That came before you or your suffering
Only those fragments remain
Rest lost to memory
And now I can't remember at all
(I can't remember at all)
The feeling is fleeting, the feeling is fleeting
Staring at the stains on the wall
(Staring at the stains on the wall)
I wanna stop thinking, I wanna stop thinking
I wanna stop thinking
(I will not remain the same)
Draw the blinds, curtain call
In the dark, mend it all
Corny fucks dying to tell
Why don't you talk about something else?
The remnants of the version of me
That gave a fuck about your suffering
Only those fragments remain
Rest lost to memory
And now I can't remember at all
(I can't remember at all)
The feeling is fleeting, the feeling is fleeting
Staring at the stains on the wall
(Staring at the stains on the wall)
I wanna stop thinking, I wanna stop thinking
I wanna stop thinking
(I will not remain the same)
(I can't ever fucking think straight
Undressed with nothing but the ghost
You leave me no choice but the throat)
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The Arsonist
03:50
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Forest trees that pass me by
Whispers her fears toward the sky
"No words" she screamed go left unsaid
(Like when you said you wished you were dead)
Crooked thoughts deprive my brain
Give me something for the pain
No conversations left on read
(No reply from her, no reply)
And I know how you always like to pretend
But I know what I said
I know damn well what I meant
You'll be lucky to survive the fall
(You'll be lucky if you fly, you'll be lucky if you fly)
You'll be sorry when you've lost it all
I'll be lucky to survive the fall
(I'll be lucky not to hit the wall)
I'll be lucky if it ends, I'll be lucky if it ends
My cigarette girl burn and fade
All those months I can't erase
Something's creeping in my head
(The words you said and what they meant)
A naive eye toward all your lies
As if anyone's surprised
The heart and soul you vandalized
(The arsonist, the arsonist)
And I know how you always like to pretend
But I know what you said
I know damn well what you did
You'll be lucky to survive the fall
(You'll be lucky if you fly, you'll be lucky if you fly)
You'll be sorry when you've lost it all
I'll be lucky to survive the fall
(I'll be lucky not to hit the wall)
I'll be lucky if it ends, I'll be lucky if it ends
You'll be lucky to survive the fall
(You'll be lucky if you fly, you'll be lucky if you fly)
You'll be sorry when you've lost it all
I'll be lucky to survive the fall
(I'll be lucky not to hit the wall)
I'll be lucky if it ends, I'll be lucky if it ends
I'll be lucky if it ends
(The memory of the life I saw inside my head
The flames are raging through consuming all that's left of you
The memory of the life I saw inside my head)
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Never Home (Always)
02:45
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Content to waste away in our barren home
Parasitic cohabitation
Leaching out every drop of hope
How sickly comforting
I'll always crawl back to you
I'll always fall back to you
I'll glue myself to this bed and this routine
Convince myself that we're all that's left
Just you and me and your sick twisted fucking fantasy of what a family should be
I'll always crawl back to you
I'll always fall back to you
This was never home
This was never home
This was never home
This was never home
I'll always crawl back to you
I'll always fall back to you
I'll always crawl back to you
I'll always fall back to you
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4. |
Disaster Year
04:52
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I can't help but wonder
If this is how it feels to be pulled under
Drowned amongst the clutter of a sundered summer
Call me cynical, but I think this is fucked
Call me skeptical but I have had enough
Enough, enough...
I had a hope; a plan set for execution
Now left to cope with the pain of being useless
In this disaster year all busted open
The secret's out and everything is broken
I won't bother asking
Hardly need a reminder of what's lacking
I'd cry if I wasn't sore from laughing so fucking hard
Call me cynical but I think this is fucked
Call me skeptical but I have had enough
I had a hope; a plan set for execution
Now left to cope with the pain of being useless
In this disaster year, all busted open
The secret's out and everything is broken
I don't wanna talk about it now
(Talk about it now)
I don't have the energy
I don't wanna think about it now
(Think about it now)
You can have all that's left of me
All that's left of me
All we are, all we know
All we are, all we know
(Best made plans disintegrated
Like flowers that turn to ashes in your hands
If reality is really what you make it
There's no way that I can take it)
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Glow
03:35
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Composure lapsed; I've gone kinetic
(Disorder in my eyes; disaffected)
Manic brain; bleeds dysfunction
(The choice to persevere; or die corrupted)
Bury hope; swing from high to low
(Fighting the feeling of sinking)
Now I know how it feels to decompose
(Drowned in the search for a meaning)
Chasing down the glow
Splitting open; rendered broken
(Prideful heart; barely coping)
Poison thoughts; warped and swollen
(Any semblance of clarity stolen)
Bury hope, swing from high to low
(Fighting the feeling of sinking)
Now I know how it feels to decompose
(Drowned in the search for a meaning)
Chasing down the glow
Give up hope to get better on your own
(Fighting the feeling of sinking)
You will never win this battle all alone
(Drowned in the search for a meaning)
Now I know how it feels; how it feels to decompose
Anchor now your faith; in the light of a faint glow
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